Why is it when I say I'm done and can't take anymore, there you are? Is there some kind of cosmic filtering streaming from my heart to your brain that makes you appear before me? Why can't this inevitability be altered. When I'm at my best, there you are "acting out", as if to say you really care. Why do our paths have to cross? Are we that familiar with each others weaknesses.
I need to maintain this new found freedom I've accompolished. I don't need to wander endlessly into oblivion, just because you say so! Calm resolve is what I seek..the freedom from want or desire of what use to be a so called "perfect life". Isn't it funny to even say that out loud? Neither of us being perfect. I want to shout as loudly as I can. Stop the madness, no more...It's truly time to move on and be content with the me that I have become.
No longer shaken by thoughts of pleasing anyone else's needs but my own. This feeling of greatnest...shall I shout louder...."freedom" "Sweet unincumbered freedom" I've become a phoenix, that mythological bird who rises from the ashes every five hundred years. To accomplish my dreams and my desires, to fulfill my expectations and care less for those of others, who would see me stagnant with no way out. Dependant only on them; and what they want to give when it suits their disposition.
"Freedom....pure and simple...to face all my challenges, without fear, willing to take chances, barring the constant mistrust of the male species. Yes, I am a simple woman with simple needs..uhmm...capable of making my own decisions, mistakes and when warranted my choices of who, how and when to love. For me life is good!
Currently reading:Addicted To Counterfeit LoveBy Vikki
Currently reading:Addicted To Counterfeit LoveBy Vikki
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